John 20:27 Stop doubting and believe
It feels like utterly vain hope one minute
Eager, excited expectation the next.
God keeps disappointing
But day after day
again and again
moment by moment
I choose to believe that there will be a moment
He won’t.
My faith is solid
My belief wavers
CONSTANTLY
that God is good
that God is powerful
that I am hearing him correctly
My belief can feel like chasing
a butterfly in the forest
Its colorful wings contrasting the brown and green
Its fluttering contrasting the solid sturdiness of the trees
I wonder if I’ll ever catch it
Be able to hold its fragile, quivering loveliness
in my hands
If only I thought of belief like a rock
then maybe my struggle with doubt
would be less severe.
If you're struggling with doubting and trusting God's goodness - I GET YOU. Keep the faith, don't give up. GOD WILL SHOW UP.
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